dear you.
i'm not angry at you, unlike what you think. maybe i used to be, for all that has happened so far in this somewhat eventful year.
maybe we're really drifting apart, or maybe it's just that, perhaps, i haven't been as honest with you as i could be. i'm really scared of hurting your feelings, you know that right. i'm insensitive, yes. that should and will be admitted.
so i shall be honest today. i feel that you haven't been taking initiative for doing a lot of things this year. you can't keep saying that you're busy with commitments, and that i'm free to do work 2 weeks early because i have no commitments.
once a debator always a debator. (okay. -.-) but still. everyone of us has different commitments and different schedules. and yet some people, albeit how busy and tired they are [estherwongmeiyu and erm. yeah], will still do their work conscientiously, on time, and even early.
now i'm not requesting that you do every single piece early. and of course there'll be times when you forget or just can't be bothered. everyone does that sometimes. even me (ART! :()
i know you don't care anymore, because this isn't just what is going to make your day. but i think you'd rather me be honest with you than tell you that it's okay not to do work. because it ABSOLUTELY is not.
and once again i say, this is me in a very calm state, listening to "Without You", not angry, just telling you what i think.
P.S. most likely if you're reading this post it would be a long time later. but it's okay. because you'll read it one day anyway... :D
